Friday, April 08, 2005

on a positive…it’s friday!

Well after all this emotional duress, I’m just about ready to throw myself into a serious state of party-girl behaviour. It may not happen, because I am not very good company right now.

Everything came to a head last night: I cried like a baby. It felt fantastic. I also listened to the new [and surprisingly amazing] Chemical Brothers CD, so I was in good hands.

I have prolonged my stay in Europe, so now I’ll get two full weeks of fucking about in Amsterdam, Luxembourg, Brussels and…yes! BERLIN! Before I get back to pack up my desk.

Turns out I’ll be in London for a day as well. In transit for like 8 hours, so may catch a tube and meet some friends for coffee at Piccadilly. Who knows?

I even pulled myself towards myself and applied for a job today. Also copywriting. So I’m getting myself out of this depression. Honestly, it’s so draining being miserable. It’s so much better feeling happier.


zuzula said...

Go you! Definitely better to think positive.

I'm off on hol now so if our hols overlap have a fab time in Europe and wrap up warm when you get to london taan - it's bloody freezing here at the moment!

laters xx

Stephanie said...

Glad to hear that you are feeling a bit better about things.


Binsk said...

Woo hoo! Have a great weekend Miss Positive.

Paperslut said...

Hold Tight London, from the new CD, is absolutely amazing. The singer sounds like Sarah McLachlan.

And you're quite right... happy is a less arduous and stressful state of mind... tho personally, I prefer chocolate fetishy... :)

Nettie said...

Party hearty, my girl!

NYCbeauty said...

Ugh. Take it from a fellow depression suffer-er. It sucks. I've been there, and still am. But travel helps. And you seem to have a healthy attitude about it. Go get that drink.

Peas on Toast said...

Thanks guys

I'm starting to apply for stuff now. It's just a matter of finding the right job. I've realised that San Francisco may have a to be postponed. Or delayed rather. I'll see how it goes.

In the meantime, I'm on serious detox!