Friday, April 08, 2005

on a positive…it’s friday!

Well after all this emotional duress, I’m just about ready to throw myself into a serious state of party-girl behaviour. It may not happen, because I am not very good company right now.

Everything came to a head last night: I cried like a baby. It felt fantastic. I also listened to the new [and surprisingly amazing] Chemical Brothers CD, so I was in good hands.

I have prolonged my stay in Europe, so now I’ll get two full weeks of fucking about in Amsterdam, Luxembourg, Brussels and…yes! BERLIN! Before I get back to pack up my desk.

Turns out I’ll be in London for a day as well. In transit for like 8 hours, so may catch a tube and meet some friends for coffee at Piccadilly. Who knows?

I even pulled myself towards myself and applied for a job today. Also copywriting. So I’m getting myself out of this depression. Honestly, it’s so draining being miserable. It’s so much better feeling happier.

7 comments:

zuzula said...

Go you! Definitely better to think positive.

I'm off on hol now so if our hols overlap have a fab time in Europe and wrap up warm when you get to london taan - it's bloody freezing here at the moment!

laters xx

Stephanie said...

Glad to hear that you are feeling a bit better about things.

xx

Binsk said...

Woo hoo! Have a great weekend Miss Positive.

Paperslut said...

Hold Tight London, from the new CD, is absolutely amazing. The singer sounds like Sarah McLachlan.

And you're quite right... happy is a less arduous and stressful state of mind... tho personally, I prefer chocolate fetishy... :)

Nettie said...

Party hearty, my girl!

NYCbeauty said...

Ugh. Take it from a fellow depression suffer-er. It sucks. I've been there, and still am. But travel helps. And you seem to have a healthy attitude about it. Go get that drink.

Peas on Toast said...

Thanks guys

I'm starting to apply for stuff now. It's just a matter of finding the right job. I've realised that San Francisco may have a to be postponed. Or delayed rather. I'll see how it goes.

In the meantime, I'm on serious detox!