We went to watch a hockey game against Egypt, drank a shitload, and stumbled into the Roger.
Had a shooter, smacked a pizza and left. Was ok, actually.
And my newly-found sense of "fuck it all" is actually quite fun. I'm refusing to let friendship circle issues get to me anymore, I'm just chilled. And it feels great. I don't care if my ex doesn't love me, or even if he hates me and if we never see each other again. I don't care if Nick is annoyed with everyone and me. He'll get over it, and I'm not going to force the issue. I don't care if Greg gets hurt, he's a big boy. I'm butting out and it feels wonderful.
I think as freinds we're way too close. We share every intimate detail of our lives with each other, we cross boundaries with each other that make things personal, and most of all, we probably spend way too much time together. I also am the person to always organise these things, like get togethers, pub crawls and stuff, and quite frankly, I don't have the energy to do it anymore. I'm going to become a recluse. Even just for a while. It's going to be great.