Tuesday, May 24, 2005

anxiety

My current predicament means that I feel anxious all the time. Feeling anxious, panicky and worriful is just another adjunct to my complicated personality, but I truly hate it.
Am I going to get this story done on time?
Am I getting myself into serious hot water with my ex? (Yes)
Am I risking my relationship with my current? (Yes)
Does everybody hate me because I am an emotional wreck? (Probabaly)
Aaaaaraaggh and fuck.

Do I need to take drugs to feel better? (Would love some thanks)
Some people have mood problems, or temper tantrums or weep all day long.
I have an anxiety-ridden personality and it is really MOST uncomfortable.

2 comments:

Peas on Toast said...

Thanks Janie Q.
YOu're right. And after a glass of vino at lunch, I'm feeling slightly better. And shopping is the best medicine for almost anything...so bring on pay day!:)

Robin Alexa said...

Poor chickie...hope things get a little less hectic for you soon!

I know the two men thing just about killed me.