Friday, May 19, 2006

tears in the traffic

"50% of me wants to stay with you, the other 50% thinks its better I leave now."

He left.

Small Bum broke up with me.

I am devastated.

31 comments:

daytripper said...

Dear Peas
I guess I could console you with, "Its Bettr now than later" and all that, but honestly, I am sorry to hear this. Please don't let this effect your sense of self and desireability. Keep on going and growing!

Antoine said...

Tight Tight Hugz

kyknoord said...

Perhaps if he'd left behind the half that wanted to stay...

Kevin Cadman said...

Hey.

I've just started reading your blog - it's fantastic.

I'm sorry to hear about 'Small Bum' - I can't really say much as I'm just some arbitrary stranger, but I will say that he's a goddamn idiot for breaking up with a nympho;)

You have a new reader. :)

Jam said...

Dearest Peas...
I am so so sorry to hear this.
Consider yourself hugged warmly several times over. Know that you are wonderful and gorgeous and don't let the actions of some emotionally deficient monkey brained moron set you back. We're all here for you.

GoDsGiMp said...

And now you know. No more worry or doubt. Please go get drunk. As for advice, that comes later, for now get drunk and hopefully pass out. I would buy you a drink, but after research it seems no bars in joburg accept internet payment from Cape Town.

zuzula said...

oh honey, I'm so, so sorry it didn't work out. Big, big hugs and a very large glass of chardonnay from me xx

Sarah said...

Hi Peas

I agree with godsgimp - grab your pals, some vino and get drunk. Watch a bit of Bridget Jones as well - it will make you feel slightly better. And most importantly - ignore anyone who says "there are other fish in the sea" They are idiots.

xx

Anonymous said...

Miss Peas - sorry to hear about all this. You should just pick the next guy in the long queue for you and have a good time. If that fails, go back to the Colony Arms (I assume thats the dingy, dark bar where you were, with dirty old men all around you) and have a drink. I will be sure to hang around there in the hope of bumping into you !!! ;)

Marc said...

*HUG*

Billy said...

So sorry babe!
Shout if theres anything to be done to ease the pain.

You will survive this, things always get better. Promise.

Stephanie said...

I'm really sorry ended like this. Big hugs and positive vibes from Brighton.

Tracy said...

Loving reading your blog. I think it is fantastic - better than Marian Keyes even! Sorry about SB! Ass! Definatly agreeing with Sarah; Wine now! Just don't start smoking again! xxxx

Daedalus said...

Hey, you are always welcome to come have a drink with the rest of us hun xx

peanut said...

hey peas.
Am so sorry to hear.
Now things can get better.

Kel said...
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Kel said...

Oh PEAS....sorry...
He's just not that in to you..oh god i dunno why i said that ha ha... but that came out of my mouth before thinking .....i watch far too much Oprah...clearly.

You'll be fine.Let him park his non -commital small arse somewhere else.When you find a keeper you'll be so grateful this happened.
Go rent some good ol' snot en trane movie and finish a bottle of wine...:)
ox

fly said...

**HUGZ Peas**

I am very sorry to hear that.....

Champagne Heathen said...

Peas, good luck with it all!
Enjoy nestling nicely into the wallowing stage for short while and then...hit the "angry" stage. This is where you are justified in taking a few randoms home (individually or together) to enjoy remembering the diversity that are naked men (in a protected manner of course!)
Following that, welcome back to being single!
And rememeber to not take it personally...this life is too short to not be arrogant.

It is the question said...

Sorry Peas.

AnotherWhiteBoy said...

What a CHOP - my condolences !

Sarah said...

Hi Peas... me again. Its probably too soon to make jokes, but it begs to be said - perhaps Small Bum is actually a Big Ass... ;)

Stay strong
xx

John said...

I am sorry to say that I can't really feel sorry for you. What happened to you happened for the best. I feel sorry for smallbum because he's the LOSER out of this. I hope it doesn't take too long for you to move on.

ATW said...

Ouch, I feel the real pain from here. I hope the lack of your reply comments indicate that you're being consoled by good company and/or drink. Hang in there.
But it's true what Albert Camus says. "Sympathy is easy to get, and it is not binding. "You have my sympathy", and inside we say, "and now let us move on to something else."

Revolving Credit said...

I have a bottle of Tequila with your name on it. Great medication to help you overcome most aches & pains : Stress, depression and all related SHIT HEADS!!(ailments)

So where do you want it sent?

Peace!

Doors said...

Build a bridge!

Anonymous said...

hi ** peas **

i have been secretly admiring your blog ** and its been one hell-of-a rollercoaster week 4 you ** @@@@ ***

Remember....a ROSE always looks beautiful...to the naked eye....but..lift those pure velvet soft-to-the-touch leaves and behold......the tiny...tiny...THORNS!....and that is how a woman should be....beautiful and fragile yet BOLD!

i shall leave with some inspiration
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>


My heart is so small
it's almost invisible.
How can You place
such big sorrows in it?
"Look," He answered,
"your eyes are even smaller,
yet they behold the world."


Take Care ***

Fading_fida

Stomp Terra said...

Hi Peas

Love reading your blog! Have for a while now.

I am so sorry to hear that you are sad.

Fate conspires in funny ways - so stay strong, hope you feel better soon and when you do, go forth and stomp terra like only you can!

Billy said...

You ok?

Suavé said...

I know how you feel. Sorry bout it. But when closure hits you, it'll be beautiful. Believe me!

Peas on Toast said...

Hi everyone.

Wow, thanks so much for all your comments and support. Yesterday I was a bit of a trainwreck. Mainly I just don't understand at the moment. But I'm drinking myself through it.

Life is one big fat bitch at the moment.

But your comments all made me smile guys, thank you so much. xxxxxxxx